Happy Thursday to all! It's been some since I wrote because the past few months have been a bit challenging. However, what I have recently realized is that even though I was feeling challenged and somewhat lost that I still had so much to write about.
You see, I moved to Massachusetts a few months back with my boyfriend. For those that know me, I am originally from Brooklyn, NY and lived there for most of my life. Living is a little different here. The pace is slower, and well, I had resigned myself that I was going to hate it here. I made it very clear, in no uncertain terms to my boyfriend, that I was not happy here. I felt isolated and alone. Where are the yoga studios and places I can go to for networking events and make new friends? I thought to myself. Most of my friends and family live in NYC and New Jersey.
It seemed as if whatever could go wrong for us between April and up until about a week ago, went wrong. I thought I was trying my best to adapt, but what I wasn't focusing on was my energy. I guess I was not a very pleasant person to live with. Recently, Michael (my boyfriend) and I had experienced a dark night of the soul in our relationship, We were at a crossroads and I almost went back to New York City. This, I thought was the answer I was looking for because I knew I would be happy there. On the inside my heart was breaking, for I did not want to leave Michael, but we thought it might be for the best. To make a long story short, we talked alot of things through. I realized that I take my emotional energy with me wherever I go. If I am unhappy here is MA, then who is to say that I would be happier in NYC.
I am happy to report that I have felt an inner shift within myself and some great opportunities are in the works for myself and Michael. We are looking for a new apartment, somewhere where we can both be happy, thrive and prosper. Just last night, I received an e-mail from inspiremetoday.com that they are featuring me on another one of their websites which is very exciting. They reach over 20 million people.
What I have learned from this experience over the last few months is that I must practice internally and externally what I believe in. I believe that GOD/The Universe is on my side no matter what. I also believe that I must be energetically aligned with what it is I say I want. If I want joy, then I have to feel joy; if I want abundance and prosperity, then I have to feel that too.
My hope is that you know beyond a shadow of a doubt that your best days are out in front of you. It is always the darkest before dawn. If you are feeling like your life is chaotic, take heart, you are not alone, You are being watched over and cared for. It's the times when our faith is tested is when we need to have the most faith.
I pray that you have a glorious day, week, month and year. May you be blessed with all that you desire. Thank you so much for sharing your time with me.
With Joy and Gratitude,
Stephanie
